Ohhhh….. I have lived I’ve been to the pits of hell Rooted in that crystaling brown boiling oil Not blindly, But eyes wide open One step forward, right after the other Watched as my flesh fell off But forward we moved In my nakedness with my cover gone, skinless I stood bare And disintegrated into … Continue reading Lived
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Life
Life These days are So hope filled With joy, love and emotion A connection deeper than the depth of the your depressive thoughts of suicide You are okay Tomorrow is unknown Is that not the point To feel Everything Be it unsubconcious deciet that betrays any thought of togetherness But you are alone One No … Continue reading Life
I am the disease that walks this earth
I scorce the earth decaying as i moveAll that I touchLike a leech I drain you of your bloodAnd I feast on myself over and overNothing to compareWhat a sad life I've just begun to air Death my cousin come take meI wish you would seek me I look aroundNothing in sightNot a friendA dadNor … Continue reading I am the disease that walks this earth
Dear Future Husband
Approach me with confidence. Let your words flow with distinct honesty. Rather speak with truth then openly hide it. I am your equal. All in or nothing at all. Let's work on the communication. It's never been easy but we got this far. This invasion was never foreseen. Spoil me. Not materialistically but emotionally. The explosion of … Continue reading Dear Future Husband
Empty
I thought I knew what I wanted I thought I wanted Love So I gave it to everyone in my path Now I feel nothing but emptiness I’ve felt this emptiness before Have I given it all away again? Have I no purpose anymore once more? Where can I find more? I don’t want to … Continue reading Empty
IL's Diary 