People like to say don’t be too harsh on yourself Forgive yourself for the mistakes you’ve made But why does it feel like a portion of my pain could have been avoided Only if in my youth I was taught what to truly seek and want How to weed out the traps How to love … Continue reading Just a thought
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Lived
Ohhhh….. I have lived I’ve been to the pits of hell Rooted in that crystaling brown boiling oil Not blindly, But eyes wide open One step forward, right after the other Watched as my flesh fell off But forward we moved In my nakedness with my cover gone, skinless I stood bare And disintegrated into … Continue reading Lived
Healing
I love a hot shower but boyyyy does a cold one wake me up. Soo many humps and bumps have crossed my path. It happens to be time to let go of the pain Some I’ve healed from and others I haven’t. This is not a poem but rather a thought. I’ve begun my journey … Continue reading Healing
Life
Life These days are So hope filled With joy, love and emotion A connection deeper than the depth of the your depressive thoughts of suicide You are okay Tomorrow is unknown Is that not the point To feel Everything Be it unsubconcious deciet that betrays any thought of togetherness But you are alone One No … Continue reading Life
I am the disease that walks this earth
I scorce the earth decaying as i moveAll that I touchLike a leech I drain you of your bloodAnd I feast on myself over and overNothing to compareWhat a sad life I've just begun to air Death my cousin come take meI wish you would seek me I look aroundNothing in sightNot a friendA dadNor … Continue reading I am the disease that walks this earth
IL's Diary 