I had only heard whispers of himNever had I wanted to meet himThe terror of which he was Oh but how naive of meHow could I be so foolish?How couldn't I have known?I had already met him He was so loving in the beginningHis smile smothered my heart with warmthIf only I had known his … Continue reading Who was he?
Category: 2019
Speak things into Existence
Words are powerful. If you in mind feed yourself with positive thoughts, then your words will be positive. All you will see is that which you speak. How you act upon your words will determine your destiny.Gandhi once said"Your beliefs become your thoughts.Your thoughts become your words.Your words become your actions.Your actions become your habits.Your … Continue reading Speak things into Existence
Chaos
I was caught up in a momentary standstill, where chaos distracted me. Resolved itself into gestures that consumed time. My time. But what is time without chaos? Evolved to dissolve into nothingness. A process that allows for the disruption of order into a state of organized chaos. Blind is the naked eye. Chaos cannot be … Continue reading Chaos
This is not my story
I saw him. He stood there head tall like he had done nothing wrong. All I saw was a defect. A man, a weak and wicked man. And all I could think of was "look at me, please. See what I've become because of you". Like you even cared, like I even mattered that way. … Continue reading This is not my story
Dear Future Husband
Approach me with confidence. Let your words flow with distinct honesty. Rather speak with truth then openly hide it. I am your equal. All in or nothing at all. Let's work on the communication. It's never been easy but we got this far. This invasion was never foreseen. Spoil me. Not materialistically but emotionally. The explosion of … Continue reading Dear Future Husband
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