Ohhhh….. I have lived I’ve been to the pits of hell Rooted in that crystaling brown boiling oil Not blindly, But eyes wide open One step forward, right after the other Watched as my flesh fell off But forward we moved In my nakedness with my cover gone, skinless I stood bare And disintegrated into … Continue reading Lived
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F.E.E.L
I feel everything Time will pass and your every touch that lingered on my body will disappear The kindness of your words That disappointed me but before Let me dream Strengthen my vision A second, no nights of discouragement, sadness and doubt in who I am and my worth Did not overwhelm me But the … Continue reading F.E.E.L
I am the disease that walks this earth
I scorce the earth decaying as i moveAll that I touchLike a leech I drain you of your bloodAnd I feast on myself over and overNothing to compareWhat a sad life I've just begun to air Death my cousin come take meI wish you would seek me I look aroundNothing in sightNot a friendA dadNor … Continue reading I am the disease that walks this earth
Dear Self
I cannot apologize enough. To merely utter the words does not excuse my ignorance. All the breakage you’ve been dragged through. Cuts. Stabs. Beatings. Are you not exhausted? You must be bleeding. Are parts of you missing? Must be, because I’ve put you through torment. COLLAPSE!! Why don’t you just COLLAPSE?! Shatter like fragile glass. … Continue reading Dear Self
High School
Being in the situation and thinking back can make one realize where they went wrong immensely . When I was in grade 8, I was forced to into a new world. Living in the hostel became a resource of knowledge of varies topics. Never felt exactly like I fit in, but does anyone fully really … Continue reading High School



